hello=)

2006-12-07T00:31:00.001-08:00

these few daes realli thought tat im mad.keep tinking of rain.he's acting,singing,dancing.and his smile!!<3 hahas.den like keep tinking.
goin crazy.den i dreamt of him being mi fren!!<3 crazy right!den he's so nice!! lols.den i kept tinking over & over again.den i thought tat i onli admired him.alot alot.but <3 him!! hahs.alwaes thought those fans r crazy over stars....not the stars in the sky.but den now i tink im too. realli hate the feelings larhh.but will try not to tink or be crazy over sumone.hahas.realli miss all of you<3.

2006-12-06T06:09:00.000-08:00

according to report in 5 weeks.10 lives are gone.while sleeping.
so do the tings you realli wanted to before its too late.sae i love
you*to ur parents love ones...hahas<3.remember.do it before its too late.
not difficult to sae.hahas.all for now!:))

2006-12-03T05:21:00.000-08:00

DUNNOE Y TODAE WENT OUT WIF NEIGHBOUR FOR DINNER AND WHILE WALKING I FELT SO WEIRD.DUNNOE Y I FELT INSECURE.AND IS LIKE ALTHOUGH ALOT PPL AROUND ME.I FELT TAT IM ALONE.LIKE SO LONELY.MAYBE IS BECAUSE OF THE SCHOOL HOLIDAES.SO SIAN~ HAHAS.WHILE EATING.I LOOK UP AT THE CEILING.AND THE LIGHTS WERE SO BRIGHT.REALLI BRIGHT BUT I FELT TAT IT WAS DARK.REALLI DARK.AND JUST ABOVE THE LIGHTS.THERE WERE DARKNESS.REALI FELT WEIRD.I HATE THE FEELING LARHH.I MEAN NO ONE WILL LIKE IT RIGHT?HAHAS.AND IN THE FOOD COURT.THERE'S LOTS OF MUSIC.AND ALL OF THEM R SO NICE (= HAHS.I TINK IS FROM THE MTVchinese AND SERIOUSLY.I LURVE MTV.BUT I NORMALLY WATCH MTV I MEAN IN ENGLISH.BUT SUM SONGS R NOT SO NICE LARHH.BUT IS A FORM OF ENTERTAINMENT SUMTIMES.HAHS AND I REALLI LURVE THEM.AND SHOWS LIKE my super sweet sixteen REALLI NICE ALL THOSE RICH GUYS.PLANNING PARTIES....HAHS HOPE TO SUBSCIBE THE CHINESE MTV.MUST BE REALLI NICE.TODAE DIDI OLSO GET SCOLDING FROM UNCLE THOMAS FOR BEIN RUDE TO ROSALIND JIE JIE.HE IS A RUDE PERSON LARHH.EVERYONE SHOULD NOE.AND HE IS OLSO RUDE TO ME TOO.REALLI CAN'T TAKE IT.NVM CAUSE boys r like tat.NO OFFENSE.ONLI TO SOME.

2006-12-03T00:17:00.000-08:00

didn't post for quite sum time.nvm posting now hahas.realli miss you guys! (= miss sherlyn
jiing harn
zhi xian
ruth
lisa
shen khueen
shen ting
audrey
scarlet
desiree
aldrea

and the guys!! realli miss hypering wif all of you
laughing smiling crying.hahas.<3 you all. hahas
and realli wan to go to rain's concert.but too expensive
larhh.haiis.nvm lorhh.he rocks mi world man!!
hahas.

2006-11-24T02:22:00.000-08:00

hellos~i did veri badly 4 psle.but i put in effort.mi best.but its fine larhh.this is wat god had give me.i should be contented.but sumting importatnt.me n her is fine!! WOOH~i tink bahh.but im glad! nope veri
hahas.n wonder how you guys did?should be gd larhh(=.gogo jia you! hahas<3

2006-11-22T05:48:00.000-08:00

IM REALI SCARED IM DE ONE ZHEN DE HEN PA.ISSIT ME.I HAVE BEEN WONDERING WHO AND WHY? BUT NOE I DUNNOE Y.I DOUBT.REALLI DOUBT.Y? AND WHY? ISIIT REALLI ME.OR ISSIT NOT.IM SCARED CAUSE NOW YOU R RELLI IMPORTANT TO ME.BUTI HOPE ITS NOT ME.(=

IM HURT AND I DUNNOE Y.BY YOU.IT IS BY YOU.REALI BY YOU.I DUN WAN TO.BUT I DUNNOE Y WE BECAME LIKE TAT.WO BU YAO. U R THE
ONE I TRUST MOST REALLI TRUST.I LOVE REALLI LOVE.I TRESURE REALLI TRESURE.BUT IM SO SORRY.NOW ITS GONE GONE GONE.Y AND WHEN IT ALL STARTED.I REALLI DUNNOE AND I DUN WANNA NOE.

2006-11-22T03:25:00.000-08:00

MY HEART ACHES.SEEMS TO BE DYING...DYING...

2006-11-21T07:28:00.000-08:00

HELLOS~TODAE WAS GREAT TOKING TO ZIZI AND FOUND OUT TAT YU ZING WAS A SECRET KEEPING BOII HE ROCKS!AHAHAS.AND WENT TO EAT PIZZA.TODAE WAS A BIT SPECIAL AS MI SIS WAS WIF US.HAHAS BUT DADD WENT TO KL.SO IS LIKE OKOK LORHH.ANIWAES REALLI MISS ALL OF YOU!<3 MISSING U ALL.AND HEARD TAT AFTER I WENT HOME.[THE GATHERING]BRENDANdidi CAME AND THEY FORCED HIM TO TAKE PHOTO WIF GEORGINAlao gong.HAHAS FUNN EHH?I MISS IT LARHH)= BUT REALLI ENJOY MISELF DERE!!!I MISS AL OF YOU!

2006-11-20T07:59:00.000-08:00

BOO! HAHAS.TODAE WAS A GREAT DAE!ERM TODAE WAS LIKE AFTER MEETING UP WIF SHAN QI DEN WHEN DERE & SAW ALL OF THEM LARHH HAHAS.I SO LAZY.ERM DEN MET ALL DA PPL!! HAHAS.DEN SAW HON CHEONG? I TINK ZX SAID TAT HE WAS VERI NICe de last time.aniwaes i saw yu jing!! he is like so adorable!den plaed captain ball blah blah blah.....erm yepps veri funni.yu jing and me fell 3 times together.and i tink is mi fault.cause you noe..im veri rough hahas.and ya.went to shen khueen's house and saw a veri CUTE dog or perhaps puppy.reali lurve<3 it.realli enjoy alot!heard tat brendan came after i went home and is like they force georgina and him take photo together.georgina was like keep laughing and he was like veri de bu shuang.hahas.ai yoh take photo onli.and after tat he went home.omgosh.i tink he is real angry .....furious!! hahas dun tink so larhh.just tink tat hon kei veri evil~keep saeing shen ting smile in the photo veri ugly! damn bad larhh! arghh! wanna kill him.and we were like faking.im a murderer he is the victim.hahas funni!and tink tat hon cheong is veri hilarious.serious.and <3 to sing.hahas.and just to sae zi jing and yu jing seriously look veri alike.but i dun tink the character of them resemble.lols.like use lots of vocab right.hahas and tink i used them wrongly.hahas.but will try to used them PROPERLY.hhas.yepps all 4 now~ sayonara!

2006-11-19T03:07:00.000-08:00

CONTINUED...
THANKS 4 CRYING PLAEING LAUGHING HAVING FUN WIF ME....I REALLI WILL REMEMBER THOSE TIMES WE HAVE TOGETHER.YOU R A FREN EVERYONE YEARNS 4.BUT UR JUST TOO PERFECT.TOO PERFECT.YOU JUST DUN TELL US HOW YOU FELT DEEP DEEP IN UR HEART.JUST BEAR AND BEAR AND BEAR.AND IM SERIOUSLY SORRY.I NOE YOU HAVE ENOUGH.AND BECAUSE OF THIS I TINK I WILL CHANGE 4 THE BETTER EHH? THANKS! I HOPE WE WILL STILL BE FRENS.BUT IT DUN SEEMS TO.
AND WAT I SAE TO HER IS JUST TAT IM ANGRY.AND WAT I TRULY FELT.
DUNNOE WHEN YOU HAVE BEEN IGNORING ME.AND I DID IT BECAUSE OF ANGER.I DON'T MEAN IT.AND ERM SHE TOLD ME ALL TAT YOU SAID.AND JUST TO TELL YOU NOT TO TRUST HER TOO MUCH.AND IM NOT PRETENDING.AND I DUNNOE YOU HATE ME SO MUCH.JUST TO SAE SORRY.IM REALLI TOO UNREASONABLE AT TIMES.AS YOU SAE NO ONE IS PERFECT.

2006-11-19T01:02:00.000-08:00

EVERYONE IS AT FAULT.NOT ONLI ME U N HER.AND IF U CANNOT TAKE IT.JUST SAE IT TO ME DUN BEAR IT.I NOE I VERI UNREASONABLE AT TIMES.I APOLOGISED.IM SORRY.DUN PRETEND NTH HAPPEND I NOE YOU DUN REALLI LIKE ME EVER SINCE HMM I DUNNOE.BUT JUST TO SAE TAT WAT YOU TOLD HER.SHE TOLD ME.AND WAT I TOLD HER SHE TOLD YOU.AND SHE DID SAE BOUT YOU.AND I NOE SHE OLSO HATE ME.ASK HER NOT TO PRETEND TO BE MI FREN.I OLSO DUNWAN A FREN LIKE HER.IM GLAD IM OUT OF YOU AND HER.ITS LIKE A CYCLE.SHE SAE YOU N ME.I SAE U AND HER.YOU SAE ME AND HER.IM GLAD IM OUT.REALLI OUT.DUNNOE WHEN SHE CAME N LIKE I FELT SO STRESS.CAUSE IS LIKE BOTH OF US SNATCHING YOU.I DUNWAN IT.ANIMORE!IM REALLI STRESSED UP.I NOE IN THE END YOU WILL CHOOSE HER.BUT I STILL TRIED MI BEST.IM SORRY.I REALLI DID MI BEST.BUT WANNA THANKS YOU 4 BEING WIF MI THIS FEW MONTHS!
REALLI THANK.ALOT!TO BE CONTINUED.....[PAPA WANNA USED THE LAP LE SORRY]

2006-11-18T01:09:00.000-08:00

IREALLI DUNNOE DUNNOE Y YOU HATE ME SOMUCH AND JUST PRETENDTO BE MIGDFREN.BUT SERIOUSLY IDIDN'T PRETEND
TOBE URFREN YOU R MIGDFREN.but nvm maybe i went too far.
but u realli went too far saeing all those. idunwan.this is wat you wan

2006-11-17T04:45:00.000-08:00

IDUNNOE IMSORRY
IDIDITCAUSE IMANGRY &SHESAIDYOU DIDIT

2006-11-16T20:23:00.000-08:00

yesterdae was realli fun! especially on the web! taking photos....
nice toking to shen khueen pei jun(= they r reali nice! this is wat frens r 4 listening....<3. tat person might hate me but y? dun understand just because tat dae i was closer to the other guys but not them or dun realli tok to them or because another fren drink 1 sip[and finished mi drink?] i scolded her*infront of the whole group? or because they tink we onli played the 2 stations? wats the prob? if they feel uncomfortable can't they just sae it out? frens listened? its fine to check the other places out ehh? maybe too engross in the web so didn't realised them.sryy ehh? wat you guyys expect
a person suddenly appeared and becum so close to mi veri close fren. its fine wif me if she tink the other fren is better.i have tried mi best to treat all of you better den the other time.
as you said no one is perfect. its a fact not a opinion .& true fren is like whenever u tink tat person is wrong tell him/her.maybe you did but just sorry maybe we r veri different onli to enjoy not to listen. you r still perfect? youmay tink i changed .no commends? maybe is a misunderstanding but just to tell you this .i hope we will still be the closest fren [or maybe just good fren] ?
hate me or watever i have got nth to sae cause i did not tell you how i realli felt.
u seem to hate her and realli like her. wat i must do ? and i did not PRETEND to be ur fren. u may hate me but i dun(= i won't sae sorry till u guys tell me where i gone wrong.sorry ehh? maybe im realli wrong.aniwae thanks shen khueen and pei jun! you 2 rocks (=

2006-11-14T00:05:00.000-08:00

ellos~todae's fleaing is quite ok made $100 over hahs nice! hmm..hope 6 won!!!! wooh~ nice! jia you worhh~ hahas <3
realli miss mi bao bei jiing harn<3 (=
zi jing and aaron all da best too jia you!!! <3 hu6 will be dere 4 both of you! and zi jing dun worry we will scream! hahas

2006-11-12T02:29:00.000-08:00

BOO! hahas copy jy de.hehe im a baddy!! lols hmm im not posting now adaes so lazy horhh.now i tink raining season hahas.bad lehh cannot have outdoors activities.must pray (= hmm found out tat the russel[srry dunnoe how to spell] have a twin!!! hahs look veri alike realli like the same person! hmm russel is the one scarlet sae is cute! hahas they r cute larhh.hmm realli <3 going to church! praise god ....although sumtimes realli feel like crying when prasing and worshiping the lord i will still continue to do it cause no jesus no me hahas he rocks! <3

2006-11-01T00:44:00.000-08:00

ello~
miss all of you* erm created this blog and sherlyn is the one who
helped me. <3 she's sucha nice friend.tagg more ehh? lols

blind folded.he is the one who unfold.
living in darkness.he is the light
lost.he is the one who leads the wae
feeling empty.he filled us fully wif his love
crying.he comfort us
alwaes caring loving and will alwas b there 4 us

john 3:16
saes tat god so love the world.he gave
his only begotton son.and whoever
believes in him will neva die but have
eternal life.he is the wae his is the truth
he is the light .

everyone will lose their breath one dae
but the ones who loves and believes
him will have a second life.
Eternal Life ........